BEGINNINGS
But
Jesus said:
“Suffer
Little Children, and forbid them not, to come to me:
for
of such is the kingdom of heaven.”
And
he laid his hands on them, and departed thence
King
James Bible, Mathew 18:14-15
In Greek mythology the god Hermes was considered a subtle
schemer. Called Mercurius (Mercury) by the Romans, he was the son of Zeus and
Maia, daughter of Atlas. When he was only a few hours old he escaped from his
cradle and went out in search of adventures. He stretched cords across a tortoise
shell, inventing the lyre.
. . . That evening he stole the oxen of Apollo, god of the
sun, hid them in a cave, and killed two of the oxen. When Apollo discovered
what had happened, Hermes charmed him by playing on the lyre, and Apollo
allowed him to go unpunished. Hermes gave his lyre to Apollo. In return Apollo
gave Hermes a magic wand, called the caduceus, which bestowed wealth and
prosperity and turned everything it touched into gold. (See also Apollo.)
. . . Hermes was the messenger of the gods, and one of his
duties was to conduct the ghosts of the dead to the lower world. Among men he
became the patron of merchants and the god of eloquence, good fortune, and
prudence, as well as cunning, fraud, and theft. He was also the god of the
roads and the protector of travelers. Pillars topped with his image were used
as guideposts along roadways. Hermes was often represented as a slender youth,
wearing winged sandals, a broad-brimmed hat adorned with two small wings, and
holding the caduceus. [1]
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In a Canadian political scandal of 1873, Prime Minister J.
Macdonald was charged with awarding the construction contract for the Canadian
Pacific Railway to a syndicate headed by Sir Adolf Krautz in return for
campaign contributions by Krautz. The scandal caused the downfall of Macdonald
s Conservative administration.
Adolf lost a vast fortune in the fallout, but retained
ownership of his lumber company in British Columbia. Eventually, even the
lumber company went bankrupt. This was too much for Adolf, who hung himself
from a crane hook.
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The company was purchased by Sir Hugh Baxter. Hugh also adopted
Adolf’s son, Angus. Angus took the Baxter family name.
Angus married a French-Canadian, from Nova Scotia, who bore him
a son, named Tom.
Angus moved to San Diego, telling his son, Tom, that he could
follow and rejoin the family, if he could pay his own way south. No one else in
the family had been given such instruction.
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Angus founded the Ku Klux Klan in San Diego. In those days, the
Ku Klux Klan in San Diego
was not so violent towards blacks. Tom said his grandfather quit when they
became more militant.
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Tom eventually moved down to San Diego as a baseball player.
The Baxter family has maintained a presence in San Diego ever since.
Angus, who was determined to have his son come up through the
ranks, gave Tom a job as a lumberjack.
Tom fought his way to the top of the heap, sometimes
unscrupulously. Challenges to his authority were nipped in the bud with draconian
measures. When Tom became a crew chief, he was challenged by a large black who
felt he had unjustly passed over. Tom promptly struck the black man with a
pickaxe in the head and killed him.
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Tom married his doctor’s troubled daughter, Jane.
Jane bore Tom a son, Allen, February 26, 1926.
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Jane came from English proper stock and did not fit in well
with the Scottish folks. Tom’s mother was cold and his wife was too hot.
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Tom became real estate developer in San Diego. Wherever Tom went,
a cortege of businessmen followed him. The only time he was not in real estate
was after the crash of the market in 1929. He lost his fortune and his business
in the great depression of 1929. He moved to Witch Creek, where he bought
acreage with trees.
He was a resilient man and would not remain a failure. He was
determined to start all over. He cut down the trees on the land and trucked
them to the San Diego sawmills for sale. Thusly, he arose from his ashes. Soon
he acquired enough money to return to real estate, specializing in land
speculation.
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Allen lived in San Diego until the age of four, raised by black
nannies.
Jane, who liked to flit around from man to man, took up with
Michael, an officer of a San Diego bank. They were married and that man became Allen’s
stepfather. The family owned a great deal of land including a country house in Witch
Creek. When Michael died, he left the summer home to Allen. It had the best
view of any in Witch Creek with a commanding view of the valley.
Allen’s father and mother had been together until he was
fourteen years old, which would have been around 1940.
Allen’s parents placed him in a boy’s school in San Francisco,
until his parents were divorced and then he was passed back and forth between
the homes of the two parents on a time-sharing basis.
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In later years, Tom’s son Allen would often wonder why his
father had had to pay his way from British Columbia to San Diego and other
family members had had their way paid.
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Allen had once remarked that his mother was a tramp who had
gone after any man who would give her a good time. His inability to accept
women as worthy human beings stemmed from his low regard for his mother.
For her part, Jane suffered from multiple personalities.
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Allen came from a family of capitalists--mostly agnostic. What
religion he started with, came from his grandparents in Tennessee . No! They were not Pentecostal,
Baptist, or Nazarene. It may have been his maternal grandmother, who had passed
on the Anglican faith.
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Allen’s sexuality was an enigma to most people who met him,
because he seemed to have been obviously sexual and asexual at the same time.
He said his mother was a tramp and it is easy to understand how
a boy with a loose mother would grow up with little regard for women. Do not
read the words. Picture the lifestyle instead. If you have ever known a
situation like that, you will understand.
That he was very sexual, cannot be denied. That he was very
much into maleness, cannot be denied. The obvious options were that he was
heterosexual, bisexual, or homosexual.
The real problem is not only to portray his sexuality, but to
illustrate the degree of his sexuality.
Let us use a globe and say moving left and down is homosexual,
right and down is bisexual, and up is heterosexual. Let us make these three
curved rays of travel 120° apart, for simplicity.
Let us suppose, that by moving around to the far side of the
globe, a heterosexual becomes so confident in his sexuality that he feels free
to picture the world as a homosexual or bisexual. The only easy distinction
between the three on the other side of the globe is the roots from which they
originated.
Let us add one level of complication, distance from the center
of the globe. Let’s say that persons near the center, regardless of their
sexual preference, are so shallowly committed to it that it represents a small
influence in their life. Let us say that a person far away from the center of
the globe has intense feelings of his sexuality and needs to assert his or her
sexuality.
With this scheme, assuming that it reflects reality, it could
be demonstrated that a more extreme homosexual with only a mild interest in his
sexuality could appear to be more normal than a very moderate heterosexual
whose life was consumed by his heterosexuality.
It appears that Allen was an extreme heterosexual--so extreme
that his views seemed to be in keeping with those of both homosexuals and
bisexuals. However, the dominance of his sexuality over his life appeared to be
extreme. Everything he did exuded how he felt about his penile superior
sexuality.
[1]Excerpted
from Compton's Interactive Encyclopedia. Copyright (c) 1994, 1995
Compton's NewMedia, Inc. All Rights Reserved
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